An examination of a world colored by food addiction and its outward manifestation, morbid obesity. A soul destroying world filled with obsessive thoughts, mind-numbing fantasies, and pain, mental and physical. But there is recovery in the 12 steps. I'm living it.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
ABCNEWS.com: Medical Mystery: Morbid Obesity
Manuel Uribe demonstrating how he exercises in bed.
I came across this news story last year, and all I can say is there by the grace of God go I. I was on my way to where Manuel is. Hopefully he has lost more weight by now, but...the health problems are staggeringly bad, as they are with anyone who is morbidly obese. One of the doctors stated that "overeating is an addiction". There are therapists out there, I've discovered, who believe that it is an emotional issue like OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) and food is not a mind-altering drug the way heroin, cocaine, methamphetamine or crack is. Well, I didn't major in psychology in college, but I can tell you that the excess flour, fat and sugar kept me in fog for most of my life. I'm amazed at how much more concentration I have now. And the diminishing of obsessive thoughts has been a revelation! I beg to differ with the members of the mental health community who think that it's just an emotional problem stemming from childhood trauma. I used to think that, too. If I could discover the reason WHY I ate so much, I would stop eating addictively. It never happened.
The reasoncompletely alluded for years, and I kept stuffing my face until I could no longer be weighed on a bathroom scale. And I went to therapist after therapist in search of that reason. Funny thing is, when I got into a recovery program that required me to discipline my life and eat only what my sponsor tells me to eat, I can see exactly why I ate. I have always been "restless, irritable, and discontented", and I discovered very early that flour, fat and sugar produced a numbing sensation in me that made life tolerable. And I had to put down the food in order to come to that realization.
Manuel Uribe hasn't left his bed or his apartment in Monterrey, Mexico, in five years.
World's Fattest Man
(ABC News)
That's because less than a year ago, at 1,200 pounds, he was considered by many to be the heaviest man in the world.
Currently on a diet -- he's following The Zone -- he now weighs 800 pounds, but still can't stand on his own, and spends his days in a special industrial-size bed.
"I had an obesity problem for many years, a very significant one. I was gaining and gaining weight. I was on every diet you can imagine," Uribe said.
"I used to eat normal, just like all Mexicans do. … Beans, rice, flower tortilla, corn tortilla, French fries, hamburgers, subs and pizzas, whatever regular people eat. I worked as a technician, repairing typewriters, electronic calculators and computers. So I worked on a chair. It was a sedentary life," he said.
Morbid Obesity
Uribe is beyond the kind of overweight that comes from fast food and lack of exercise. Doctors call it morbid obesity.
According to the National Institutes of Health, obesity means weighing 20 percent or more than your ideal body weight, and it's a health risk.
Morbid obesity is altogether different. Sometimes called "clinically severe obesity," it means you're 100 pounds or more over ideal body weight, with a body mass index of 40 or higher.
Uribe doesn't gain weight like the rest of us. Brain chemistry, genetic mutation, addiction, psychological pain -- or an unhappy combination of all of them -- makes morbid obesity one of the biggest mysteries of medicine.
'We Don't Have an Explanation'
Dr. Jaime Gonzalez makes house calls to Uribe once a week. His goal: to help his patient lose 1,000 pounds. Uribe's legs and lower body are massaged daily to improve blood circulation.
"Our main concern currently [are] his lower extremities," Gonzalez said. "There are large volumes because of the amount of fluids retained here."
ncredibly enough, in spite of his enormous weight, Uribe says he is in good health.
"Yes, I have accumulated fat, but I'm healthy," he said. "I don't have sugar, cholesterol, triglycerides, diabetes or high blood pressure. My heart works perfectly fine."
"We don't have an explanation," Gonzalez said.
'I'm Never Full'
New Yorker Michael Hebranko poses another medical mystery. Twenty years ago, at 1,100 pounds, he was considered the fattest man in the world.
"I could eat two dozen eggs," Hebranko said. "Thirty-six pork chops, 24 frankfurters. I've eaten two dozen bagels at one time with two packages of cream cheese. I'm never full. I'm never, never, ever full."
Then, in the late 1980s, with the help of celebrity dieter and exercise coach Richard Simmons, Hebranko miraculously dropped from 1,100 pounds to 200 pounds -- in only 19 months.
He became an overnight success, appearing on a Simmons workout video and becoming a motivational speaker to the super obese.
"I'm in the Guinness Book of Records in 1990 as the world's greatest dieter. I lost the most weight in the shortest time," he said.
His success was short-lived, though. Flash-forward seven years, and Hebranko was back up to 1,000 pounds. At his worst, he was forklifted out of his apartment and rushed to the hospital.
Then, like Uribe, he spent the next three years of his life bedridden. "That was pretty much the worst part of my life," Hebranko said.
A Genetic Mutation?
Dr. Jeanine Albu of the New York Obesity Research Center at St. Luke's-Roosevelt Hospital has been Hebranko's doctor for the last 20 years.
"There's signals in his brain. The signals are telling him to eat, and they are never telling him when to stop," she said.
Scientists say the morbidly obese are radically different from the rest of us. A genetic mutation may be driving their appetites.
In one study, they narrowed the difference between fat mice and thin mice to a hormone in the brain called leptin. The mice without it were always hungry, always enormously fat. It's the "off switch" for eating. The fat mice didn't have it.
A new study in The New England Journal of Medicine shows that only 3 percent of the obese people in the study have the disturbed leptin gene. Says Albu: "Could any one of us gain, to be 1,000 pounds? I don't believe so. I think most people would probably get sick, but there would have to have been something with Michael or people of this size that allows this to happen."
'Overeating Is an Addiction'
Some experts also call morbid obesity an addiction.
Marc Burd, Hebranko's therapist, has worked with addicts in prison.
"To me, the overeating is an addiction, and if you ask most of the patients. … The words or the symptoms that they describe when they get the cravings to eat is exactly the same thing you'll hear from any drug or alcohol [addict]," he said.
In 2003, Hebranko, weighing 769 pounds, entered the Brookhaven Rehabilitation and Health Care Center in Far Rockaway, N.Y., a home that treats morbidly obese patients.
He's currently on a 1,200 calorie-a-day diet to lose weight. He uses a ventilator at night because the pressure of his weight could stop his breathing.
'It Is a Mystery'
When asked why he couldn't stop gaining weight, Hebranko told ABC's John Quinones: "It is a mystery. There's something inside of you, because not everybody can be 500 pounds. … I don't know how to stop it. I know that it needs to be controlled."
"I don't know if there is a way to stop it. … I'm pleading for the professionals out there to figure out. While me, the little guy, tries to fight it every day," he said.
In Mexico, Uribe deals with his weight loss. He doesn't want a gastric bypass. He's on the Zone diet -- a moderate program in carbs, protein and fat. No more rice and beans! Always by Uribe's side, his mother, Ofelia Uribe, prepares five meals a day.
"What do you want for your son?" Quinones asked.
"That he can get up and walk," a hopeful Ofelia Uribe said.
For more information on this story and on morbid obesity:
New York Obesity Research Center
Manuel Uribe's Web site
Brookhaven National Laboratory
The Brookhaven Rehabilitation and Healthcare Center
The Obesity Society
Hello, it's me...
I used to imagine that I looked like the woman on the left, but what I really looked like was the woman on the right. Denial is an enormous part of food addiction.
And I've thought about this for a long, long time,(props to Todd Rungren and the Isley Brothers) which has been creating a blog that is dedicated to my addiction issues. Food is my most deadly and persistent addiction, but there are most definitely others, as I have discovered the hard way. I've heard in 12 step programs for years that "the fat on my body was only the outward symptom of a much deep problem". I heard it, but I had no idea what that meant in practical terms, and even more to the point, how that term applied directly to me. I just wanted to lose weight; I didn't care about any psychobabble BS. Life, however, taught me otherwise. Because of my resistance to change and defiance of anything that remotely appeared to be accepting help from others, it took twenty years and a weight gain up to approximately 400 pounds before I began to glimpse a slight understanding of my fat body being a symptom of a much deeper problem. I have a living problem; I don't do well with accepting "life on life's terms". Like any other self-centered addict, I want what I want when I want it. And I better get it right now or else I will soothe my rage/frustration/disappointment/anxiety with an apricot croissant, or fresh baked chocolate chip cookies and a glass of cold milk. Or a pint of Ben and Jerry's ice cream. Or my Mom's homemade meat loaf and macaroni and cheese(this past tense, my Mom passed away on New Year's Eve 2008, and I'm missing her and her cooking). See what I mean? I used food to get through the ups and downs of life. And there are a lot of those in any given day. I created plenty of reasons to stuff myself with large quantities of food of the most dangerously fattening kind. And I didn't stop using food, even though my eating nearly cost me life on three different occasions.
I used to blog about these issues on my other blog, which is called "Yeah...and so, anyway..." (http://angelfly72.blogspot.com/), but I decided to dedicate that blog to my thoughts about my journey as a member of the Baha'i Faith. Here, I'm going to talk about the stuff that I am learning through my recovery from food addiction. There is definitely overlap because my religion and my recovery are a vital and inseparable part of my life. But I found that I needed to create two different blogs because the posts were too long. I guess I have a lot to write about!
Anyway, this is the beginning. I'll start out tomorrow with some of my addiction posts from the other blog, and eventually work into where I am now in recovery. As Stan Lee says, "Excelsior!"
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